I don't really know what to write here today. I am at the end of a good Saturday. I spent some time with my sister, watched a movie with my husband, and had a delicious dinner.
I went to the eye doctor for my annual dilated eye exam on Friday and got some news. Another one of those diagnoses that goes like ``well, this could be related to your diabetes, but it could be absolutely nothing so don't worry about it and come back in a year.`` Yeah, that`s just what I want to hear.
Sometimes I feel beaten by this disease. I feel like I am fighting a losing battle that will someday take my kidneys, my limbs, and my eyesight. I`ll be left a blind, footless young woman on dialysis.
But then I read things like
this. And
this. And I know it`ll be ok. I have what I need for today, and that`s what matters.
Strength and dignity are her clothing, and she laughs at the time to come.
Proverbs 31:24